Ranjan

It doesn’t  matter how long the time it has gone,

it’s still painful and will never be gone,

I still remember how it was,

and nothing can change that, 

whatever I want does not matter, 

the scar will still be a scar no matter what,

I have tried to live my way, 

but it doesn’t always  out the way you want, 

today I felt that pain again like nothing had happen sense yesterday,

 it’s felt like a lightning bolt through my head, Everything I’ve built up is now erased.

so many things running through my brain, 

like a fucking blender and it’s tears me down,

When will it stop,

I had enough let me be ,

leave me alone