Ranjan

Anonymous I am,

but still dreaming about the unavoidable, be something that I’m not 

loneliness is a piece off an heart that belongs to a open soul like my self, the problem is that I dot no how big the piece is

There is a kind of different people in this world and you are the one

that I never had besides me. 

Related to that 

I wonder how far I can go by my self

Im waking alone,

and locking above me, 

and thinking that al I want to be is too hear my inside voice, 

why dint I listen too me long time before. 

I want too be able to afford 

Afford to buy my freedom 

yet it’s for free 

but at the same time fucking expensive 

Al I want was to gro up in a another life not someone else’s life just my one but somewhere else 

maybe in a different decades

I live my life like no one else’s, 

and I’m jealous of you that can forget and go on, 

I still at the beginning and yet so far, 

Noting to live for but still half my life left. 

         Peter R Öberg